January 01-08-04
I live from day to day off the memory of seeing you
Sometimes I feel like I'm living a lie, but then I see you, and know it's true
We're good together
Though sometimes I can't see
Sometimes I feel like I'm living off of something that I only wish would be
If I'm not with you, I'm thinking about the times we've had
You and our memories are so good, so how come I feel so bad?
I feel us drifting apart, though I am absentminded why
I'm confused and can't conclude no matter how hard I try
These memories seem to fade
There's nothing left to do
It seems it was all just a masquerade
And now it's up to you
I vaguely remember the last time your lips touched mine
It's odd how two lives can intertwine
Was that night real or only a figment of a hopeful dream
My visions of us are fading, it seems
Your arms around my waist
Those shoulders, I many times embraced
Please tell me they were real
That I'm not just living a lie of what I seemed to feel
These memories seem to fade
There's nothing left to do
It seems it was all just a masquerade
And now it's up to you
Reliving the memories we had together is all I seem to now posess
They're jumbled in my mind, in one big, stupid mess
I want you, but I fear
The time to start over is near
Remind me we're still going strong, that is, if it's true
These memories are dying
Reassure me that I'm still the one you want to pursue
I don't know what you want from me
All I know is that I want you
These memories seem to fade
There's nothing left to do
It seems it was all just a masquerade
And now it's up to you
