Seriously, when I was backslidden, I was not even aware I was breaking God's heart, only after he restored me by his grace, did I realize that I had made him such sweet promises and that I had promised I would never depart. Oh so like Peter I was, so full of promises, sitting years later and crying at how much pain experienced I was overwhelmed by the fact that I had actually gone back on a love so wonderful as the love that is in Jesus. Yeah, thanks for that, I am singing and playing guitar here, who knows maybe a song I should write about this, it is so big.