I want it so bad
I have it already
I've got you
I want you
I want to love you
I want
To stop being
Such a fucking idiot
I don't want to talk
To anyone
About any of this
I just want
To stop blaming you
To start blaming me
Because I know it's the truth
I know I'm the fuck up
It hurts
When people tell you
To break up with me
Because I'm so shitty
It hurts
When I hurt you
Mistakes
Mood swings
I want you
To kiss me
I got you
To kiss me
As it rains
As it pours
Kiss me
Hold me
Sit by the fire with me
I've got you
But my mind
Has me trapped
I'm tangled
My mind won't let me feel
It's trapped my emotions
I love you
We're meant for each other
Right now
Right now
It's right
I know it is
I tell myself
Stop
Stop
Stop
Thinking
Stop
Being logical
Love isn't
Love isn't mind work
I want to feel
I want us
To be "us"
To have what's real
To be real
I want
To realize
Where we went
Right
Where we went
Right
I want to know
To breathe
To feel
I want to smell
And touch and taste
You
I want to hear and breathe
You
I want
To make you happy
To make
Myself
Irresistable to you
I want to be
Your one
Your "Only One"
I'm sorry
When I fuck it all up
And act like I don't care
I want
You
To be happy
To know
That I'm what you want
I just
Want to feel
I want to be able to think
With my heart
Not with my mind
For once
I want to
Feel
More than I've ever felt
Go on
To love you
It's right
Right now
God is good
I want you to know
That I feel
And that I care
And that
Pretending like I don't
It's
Insane
Hold me
Cherish me
Be kind to me
Treasure me now
It may not last forever
Thank you
For showing me
How special I am
A tear
For the emotions
The sadness
The happiness
The hope
And disappointment
That night
In September
I fell
6 days
Before one year
My emotions
Finally won
I was so happy
I cried that night
You didn't know
It was too dark out
Being under the stars
Barefoot
Hearing your heartbeat
Talking about
Us
Our lives
Made me feel
Feel alive
And I knew
That everyone
At some point in life
Should have a love like ours
That was the night
I fell
I want it so bad
I have it already
I've got you
I want you
I want to be
I am
I'm
I'm in love with you
~Sarah
