I have so enjoyed reading the comments. It's been a couple of days since I've written. Yes, I took time to do the things I've wanted to do. I have been writing my book, that I never got to because "whathisface" (lol) never allowed me to. Actually yesterday alone I wrote 6,000 words.
I've been asked about my finding a job. Well, let me reiterate here. I live in a majorly small town in central Arizona. There are practically no jobs here. And, what makes things a wee bit more difficult is the fact that I don't have a car. When you don't have transportation here, you don't get anywhere. Where the jobs are, are an hour's drive from my door. So, it's kind of difficult to find a job, when you can't get there.
I had a great job in Mesa. I mean, I had the perfect job there. It was a $10 an hour job and I left it. I have a hard time moving anywhere, because I simply don't have the money to do it. So, basically, I'm in a rock and a hard place. I should never have moved up here to this little rinky dink town. I listened to "whatshisname" and did as he wanted. Which was the biggest mistake I ever made because I was just finally getting my life together. And, in two weeks, I ruined my life.
Believe me, I regret doing that. Oh, how I regret it. But, thank God, today, Mary, the woman from the church handed me $64 for the work that Tommy did do at her house. Oh you know I won't be telling him that I've got it. UH UH. I need that money right now. Maybe I'll just save it up, and get myself back down to the Mesa area. I know Ron, will take me down there if I need to go. But, I'm going to somehow save money to get an apartment without Tommy. I've decided that today.
I'm not sure if I'll move to the Prescott area, or to the Phoenix area, but it won't be with him, that's for sure. But, I know that I won't be moving with him. Only thing is, I just don't know how to tell him. Why do I have to love him so? I know, it's stupid to love him...the feelings are there. They just don't go away with a blink of the eye.
