Can we still be friends?
That's really what I'm after because even though I see that we cannot go on like this, I cannot live without you.
Can we still be best friends?
Can I still hold you and can you still run your fingers through my hair when I'm upset?
Can I still trust you? ....When our promises are being broken already?
I. Am. Losing You. I want you. I always have.
I wish I had the tools in me to fix both of us. Because you'll always be worth it to me.