I seem to have a tendency to post late night articles. Doesn't matter the day or the time or the reason, I just have a tendency to do so. Perhaps that's when I truly awaken my spiritual self, is right before I sleep. It is 3:01 am in the morning and here's the latest buzz.
The work week was from hell, pure and simple, everyday it was hard work, and everyday everything had to be done yesterday. The bickering the whining the complaining the work.
Last Sunday on the 18th I have purchased a New computer and I have gone into the AMD camp on this one. It is a HP m1160n HP Media Center, a really great system. I'll post up the stats up in an article under PC's. Suffice to say the 64 Bit AMD computer is the way to go if you're considering a new machine. It handles today's applications without a problem and it's ready for 64 bit ones too.
Personal life is going well, I'm trying to see if I can improve aspects about myself that Colleen does not like. At the same time I am trying to remain myself for that is who I am. A balance between what I have been all my life and bettering myself. At times I feel tired from it, because I do not wish to change things about myself, other times I think that I would like to change certain behaviors or reactions. I think that if I am not me, then I would be someone else so I will always remain myself. If I choose to change I will change, and if I choose not to that is clearly my decision.
Speaking of such, I just finished Max Payne II and in the game there's a scene when he was thinking he was on a binary path, but it turned out the path he walked upon was a singular path. Your past is always a singular path, a one way ticket on a one way street. You can't change your past, your decisions you've made, the mistakes you've made and the errors of your way. You cannot ever go back and change the past, make a correction, to an error that you have made. You can only go forward, travel onwards, no matter the errors that haunt you. The faces that fade away in your dreams, the horror and torments that lie within your own soul.
The future is where you have all the choices, the future is where the decisions lie, the future is all about promise of tomorrow, and the unlimited possibilities. The future is as open as the heavens, and it is as free as the air we breath. The future is where opportunities to change life lies.
The present, that is where we live in, that is where we make the decisions that shape the past, the decisions that effect what choices are available in the future, the pathways that open up. The choices that will be available in that tomorrow that you awaken to. The future is where everything lies and the past is where everything is remembered, or forgotten.
So I walk onwards marching into tomorrow, never looking back, always looking ahead for that is where my next decision lies.
