So my identity crisis continues in my love life if it can be deemed such a thing. I think I relearning all the business all over again. I just had the whole "this isn't really what I'm looking for" talk with a girl I had a few dates with for the first time. Don't get me wrong, I've had breakups but that was actually something had actually started. I'm beginning to wonder how much success there is in the get-to-know-you dating world, or if there is a lot more success in the already-know-you and finally have the guts to confess these feels I've hidden for so long. I guess I wish there was someone that I was longing after right now. Yeah, a good crush wouldn't hurt right now, but I'm not seeing much in my sights right now.

I used to want to make a movie just so I could film a scene I've always hoped to do myself. I think it would be really sweet to go into a flower shop and tell the girl working there how important it is that the boquet is perfect and that it's for a girl you've been wanting to tell her how cool she is for a long time and promptly after paying...hand them to her and quickly make your way out the door. There's no way anyone could resist that. So if anyone has a crush for some girl/guy at the florist try this out...you can even claim it was your idea. Just spot me some props here if get a chance.