You're right; you are totally right. I should know better than to not stop for a second, especially knowing I have a temper.
I don't agree with your observation of me having thin skin, but only in the sense that I know I don't normally have a thin skin. I'm just under a lot of stress and made a bad judgment call. Also, as I mentioned to doc, I have a low BS tolerance and I didn't care for his attitude. So, it was really a bad situation from the beginning, i guess.
Quoting Nitro Cruiser,
Ahhh DG, don't be that person! Otherwise we all will be in trouble.
I know! My spelling is atrocious as well. But repeated mis-use?
What fucking tirade doc? My being sick and tired of what I consider bullshit? Oh, I'm sorry, I guess having a low tolerance for BS is equivalent to being immature. Well then, I'm so sorry massah' big boy.
Truth be told, I was pretty chill at first. I disagreed with doc's opinion, but it wasn't a big deal. What was a big deal (merely irritating at first), was his attitude. I had put the past behind me; I've been focused on growing, getting ahead in life, and so on. Not reveling the crap that happened 5-6 years ago. I was being me, not anything else. Yet, doc goes off starts digging into me based off of what he assumes I am. HE dug up the past. Aside from my admitted mistakes and faults, I was just pissed off at him bringing it up.
And doc...do you really think you know what the hell you're talking about? Are you the director? His family? An environmentalist? An expert? Don't tell me to not talk about what I don't know, when you're no better.
Tell me doc...where have I lied? You're making allegations, so back them up. Otherwise, you're dealing in slander. Which is crap.
Also, I apologize for the comment about you not having a pair. Again, that was my temper. It was uncalled for and I accept all blame. And no, you backing down to LW wasn't a lie. I do vaguely remember a couple times, but, since I can't clearly remember them, I will withdraw what I said and apologize.
I don't know how simpler I can get with you Doc. I'm not being any of what you've claimed. Yeah, I have a bad temper, and it's something that I'm constantly working on. But, you know, I deal with a lot of people every day. Whether it's with work, school, life in general, whatever...and you know what, they don't come to the same conclusions.
I don't know, maybe this place just brings out the worst in me. Maybe you and I just can't get along. Who knows.
All I'm saying is, please don't bring up the past. That's for me to deal with and learn from; not, for you to smack me over the head with.
Heck, Nitro is being pretty level headed with me and I thought he'd rip into me.