After talking with a friend of mine I have taken down all of the things I had written here. What I did was the wrong way of going about things. I didn't have anyone who had time to talk to me, so I wrote everything down here. I did so out of necessity, but now that I have someone to talk to, I can see how wrong it is for me to write the things I have here. I will refrain from writing anything else on this blog. I apologize for anythign that I have said or done here.