Thursday
August 19, 2004
Notes: ”Mind Rape”
Part One
This is a daily harassment log I am keeping dealing with the very strange world of Electronic Harassment. All statements are true to the best of my knowledge. Tracy G.
The “voice to skull” continues. It has taken a change over the last few months. It for many years was designed (it would seem)to drive me crazy and to cause conflicts with either a loved one, or close friends. The reason I say this is because of the things they would transmit compared to the things they transmit today. Today it is more like they are leading me. Example of this would be to say something like “Tracy is going to contact” and cut off there in hopes I will fill in the remainder of the sentence. In doing this, it would give them an idea on how to discredit me with that person.
One time they were trying to convince me that my ex wife had signed some kind of paper with the feds that claimed I had killed some people and she was willing to testify against me about the whole thing. This is a ridicules statement from them. How could anyone have knowledge of an action or event that didn’t happen. They could not. They also were transmitting how my son and his friends were planning on “jumping me” and messing me up. Another ridicules statement from them. Why? to cause conflict between myself and my ex wife and son.
They had also transmitted that my friend Shawn (which was intimidated to help at one time) was in fact helping them willingly and was going to help them set me up. Another time, they transmitted that my employer had given them keys to my unit and authorized them to put surveillance equipment in side as well. There are many more examples or occasions where this was happening. The reason I see for this tactic or phase of harassment is to isolate me from these people by planting the seed of deceit and trying to get it to grow. And if luck was with them, it would and I would go off on one of these people. Good try, as it has caused problems between some of us, just not in the way they had hoped.
Another example would be, they used to transmit just about anything to see if I would respond. I was being played on the am/fm radio then somehow(and still am at times)(more on that later) and must have sounded quite mad to the people exposed (listening) to it. They would say (transmit) something and I, being the type of person I am would dog them. Really bad at times, even to the point I made one of the females cry. I saw this with my own eyes.
But the fact is I did sound crazy to the public at times. When they would be transmitting “V2K” and would say things like “see, he’s talking to him self” and me, being me, would reply “I’m not talking to myself you dumb ass, I’m talking to you and your dog(meaning his wife/girlfriend)”. Now if you were to hear just the last statement on the radio, what would you believe.
Example of how they work; One of them will be slandering you telling a group or even just one person that “you are crazy and how they are worried you are going to hurt somebody” and too “listen for them self’s“ and maybe even pull out a transistor radio (pocket radio). Now while that is going on, the others in the group are transmitting “V2K” to you. The result is the ones they are talking to about you, can only hear your comments on the am/fm. They do not hear how they are trying to anger you or other wise harass you with the “V2K”. You seem crazy to the ones listening on the radio. Make sense.
Now add the fact that they are going around to everyone that will listen, telling lies about you and saying stuff like, “that guy is crazy and we are worried that he might hurt someone”, or things much, much worse, it becomes more likely they can recruit help from “Joe public“. Sense “Joe public” does not know about the “V2K” being transmitted or that you are really just being harassed, they don’t mind lending a hand so to speak. They only know what they were told and what they heard on the am/fm radio. Now you get “Joe public” coming around you wanting to start altercations with you and you have no idea why.
Can you imagine just how many people over the years have been hurt or killed by these people playing games like that? I myself have had to walk off from more then one person in the past to prevent such an altercation because I could not explain what was happening to me at the time or how it was happening well enough for anyone to pay attention anyway.
I can’t help but feel this is a common way these people work and I feel they are responsible for many people being hurt or killed by playing this type of game. One example of this would be Danger Field, Texas. A few years ago a man walked in to a Luby’s restaurant and shot 14 people. One of the individuals harassing me, or at least seen with those harassing myself lived in Danger field, Texas around that same time. Coincidence? Maybe. But once while I was dogging my fan club they did admit to being there when it happened.
You must all understand that this type of harassment will wear on a person, and not all people are strong enough mentally to see through it, or to see it for what it is. It is like “Mind Rape”. It is worse then rape could ever be sense you do not even have the chance to defend your self, they are doing this out of your reach, from a distance.
